This time, the actress has decided to open up a bit more than usual.
Bella Hadid has always been honest about her mental health. Never did she let go of a chance where she kept her fans unaware of how she is coping.
Yet again, the star opened up about her issues related to mental health.
Bella Hadid has had a long battle with “anxiety” and ”depression”. She always ensures to keep her fans in the loop. However, things were slightly different this time as she went more candid than usual.
Last year, she shared a series of crying selfies on Instagram. She responded to Willow Smith and spoke about her Mental Health instances.
Hadid said, “I love you and your words,”
“It made me feel a little less alone and that’s why I’d like to post this.”
What went wrong? Should we find out?
Bella Hadid Opening Up About Her “Mental Health”
She started her interview with, ”I have done my fair share of drinking.”
“I loved alcohol and it got to the point where even I started to, you know, cancel nights out that I felt like I wouldn’t be able to control myself”, she said.
The model also revealed her struggles and how her brain scans have started to show the effects of her drinking issues. She stated that for her it was “a lot harder to pick up the glass” once she figured out the scan results.
She further went on to specify how happy she was after keeping herself away from drinking.
‘I don’t feel the need [to drink alcohol] because I know how it will affect me at 3 in the morning when I wake up with horrible anxiety thinking about that one thing I said five years ago when I graduated high school,’ she stated.
Going on, she said, “here’s just this never-ending effect of, essentially, you know, pain and stress over those few drinks that didn’t really do much, you know?”
It was indeed difficult for her to stay away from alcohol which deprived her of sleep.
‘I don’t take sleeping pills anymore. When I was flying so much, that was kind of the only way I would be able to not be jet-lagged”
Moreover, the actress, back when she was 17 was arrested for driving under influence.
Bella’s Mental Problems Exist Since November
Speaking about her crying pictures that were viral in November, she said.
“In the last year, it was really important for me to learn that even if people talk about my style or if they like it or if they don’t, it doesn’t matter, because it’s my style,” she said.
She added, “When I leave the house in the morning, what I think about is: Does this make me happy? Do I feel good in this and do I feel comfortable?”
According to her “Social Media” is a lie as she said.
“Even though on Instagram things look so beautiful, at the end of the day, we are all cut from the same cloth. I felt like it was just good for me to be able to speak my truth and at some point, I wasn’t able to post nice pretty pictures anymore. I was over it.”
“I would have really depressive episodes and my mom or my doctor would ask how I was and instead of having to respond in text, I would just send them a photo,”
Further adding, she said, “It was the easiest thing for me to do at the time because I was never able to explain how I was feeling,”
She mentioned her crying pictures and said.
“I would just be in excruciating and debilitating mental and physical pain, and I didn’t know why. That was over the past three years,” she went on. “(When I posted them) it was to make sure that anybody that was feeling that way knew it was ok to feel that way.”
Well, we are hoping for a speedy recovery for Bella. What are your thoughts on the subject? Let us know.